i never been the type to bitch or moan or pick a fight
if only you knew what my life was like you probably
wouldn't do the stupid shit you like to do
you try and make me fight with you.
violating peace of mind, i try to make it right with you

trying to decipher you i lie awake at night for you.
no i am not waiting up, i know i am not right for you
and so i light the doobie up |and write a few in spite of you
on my way to do me losing sight of you, i hope

cut the rope
quit the moping dont need serotonin bolstering
soloing the challenge to control and balance dopamine.
i know i can handle it without us hand in hand, but it
without a doubt will be a route around the shit i planned for this

and for this, damn i thank my fam and thank my fans for this
transfer this fantasy defeated see the chance for this
answer this: why you leave me when i need you most?!
see your ghost creep in close, need another double dose
and
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all this time i said that it was me, it was you
and i knew but i couldn't think it through, i refused to
you i misused you, knew i was confused knew that
if it came to you or the truth, i would choose you

all this time i said that it was me, it was you
and i knew but i couldn't think it through, i refused to
you i misused you, knew i was confused knew that
if it came to you or the truth, i would choose you
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took for granted what was handed to me at first
took the blue, took the red, no one said it'd make it worse
no one ever told me i would see another control me
and when i look at the old me it only hurts

like

you ever think about nothing? no?
ever had nightmares uncontrolled?
ever let yourself feel cold?
have you even ever had a dream you could call your own?!

(no, no)
don't you see, walls that you put up, they fall around me
peek inbetween 'em seeking freedom, you'll find it finally
why do we dilute each other, why dont we just try to be
fine with other kinds of people, why do we live violently?
desperately be reaching for approval from society?

why do we exist?
i dont know but i know this
imma go and peek around hope i found out what it is;
imma find out what it is
i should make this shit my biz-oh wait i did you know?
i got that natural talent, so ambition honed a vicious flow

shit this goes, listen close, this is my artistic growth
bitches come, bitches go, metamorphosis invoked
wishing you the best because i know this shit is difficult
but all you have to do is be original

[ hook x2 ]